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muktanand svamino janm vi. san. ૧૮૧૪ posh sud satamana roj amareli pasena amarapar game thayo hato. aemanun balapananun nam ‘mukundadasa’ hatun. saurashdrana mahan sant muladase bijanun aala potana upar odhi aatmahatyathi bachaveli sadhvi baini dikari radhabai aemanan mata hatan ane aanandaram aemana pita hata. mahatma muladase aa nanakada balakana hardayaman gyan, vairagy ane bhaktina sanskaro redya hata. mukundano kanth kamanagaro hato. amaraparane chore aemana kanthathi gavati ramayananun pan karava lokoni bhare bhid jamati. mahatma muladasana svadhamagaman bad mukundanun man sansaraman kyany chontatun n hatun. sad‍guruni shodhaman aemane ghani rajalapat kari hati ane aakhare udhdhavavatar ramanand svamina charanaman aenun dil tharyun hatun ane ‘mukunda’manthi ‘muktananda’ thaya hata. vi. san. ૧૮૫૬ shravan vadi chhathana divase loj khate ae samaye ‘nilakanthavarni’ tarike prasiddh bhagavan svaminarayanano aemane pratham jog thayo hato. ramanand svamina shishyoman muktanand svami sarvathi mota ane sad‍gunano bhandar hata. chhatan ramanand svamiae vis varshana yuvan nilakanthane sarvana gurupade sthapi aeni aagyaman raheva kahyun. tyare guruvachane pote jivanabhar ‘nilakantha’na sevak thaine rahya hata. jyare same bhagavan svaminarayan pan sad‍guru ramanand svamina jevi j aemani aamanya jalavata hata. muktanand svami bahumukhi pratibha dharavata sant hata. teo sara vaidy ane nadiparikshak hata. sanskart bhashana prakand pandit hata. vadodarana viddhano sathe shastrarthaman vijay melavi aemane svaminarayan sanpradayani shan vadhari hati. aemane brahmasutr upar bhashyani rachana kareli chhe. nartyakala temaj sangitaman pan teo aetala j nipun hata. teo janmajat kavi hata. gujarati temaj vrajabhashaman aemane senkado pado rachyan chhe ane anek padyagranthoni rachana kari chhe. aemane rachelan ‘rukminivivaha’nan pado tatha ‘satigita’ bhare prasiddh chhe. aemani bhaktidhara ‘pragat guruhari’ sahajanand svamiman satat viram pamati rahe chhe. gujarati bhashana aadigadya-granth ganata ‘bhagavan svaminarayananan vachanamarto’na sankalanaman aemane mahatvano bhag bhajavyo chhe. param vatsalyamurti sant hovathi aemane ‘satsangani ma’nun birud malelun chhe. sarvathi shreshth vat to ae chhe ke ae nakhashikh satvik ane sadhutani murti hata. sadachari jivan ane pavitr nirmala antaramanthi uthata aemana shabdo sanbhalanarana hardayaman aarapar utari jata. bhagavan svaminarayane aemane dehaparyant ‘sahityarachana’ karata rahevani aagya kari hati je aemane aksharasha: pali hati. bhagavan svaminarayanana virahane nahin sahi shakanar aa sante vi. san. ૧૮૮૬na ashadh vad aekadashine pavitr divase padmasan vali yogamudraman besi svatantr thaka jivanalila sankeli lidhi hati. -;aasvadah- anubhavine antare rahe ram vas re, te bole te sanbhale drashti prakash r... anubhavi santo potana jivanaman upar uparathi nahin, dharamulathi parivartan kare chhe. varkshana mulaman pani reday to sanpurn varksh lilunchham bane. pandade pani redavathi pandadani dhula dhovay pan varksh lilun n rahe. anubhavi santo mulane pani sinche chhe. aemanan parivartan matr sharir ke indriyoni bhumikaaethi nathi hotan. aemanan parivartano anta:karanani bhumikaaethi hoy chhe. ‘jo najar badal jay to najare badal jate hai.’ jo vyakti andarathi badalai jay to aena mate samast vishv badalai jaya. aapane upara-uparathi dharmikatano dola kariae chhiae. jyare anubhavi santono rang andarano hoy chhe. aemane matr vastro nathi badalyan, aemane antar badalyan chhe. aek sant shishyone upadesh aapata hata: ‘aapanan jivan lokone saran lage aevan hovan joiae.’ upadeshak santano aashay saro j hato. pan aena upadeshaman undan nahotun. aapane sarun jivava mate sarun nathi jivata. bija aapanane sara gane mate sarun jivavanun natak kariae chhiae. joke lokalaje pan jivan sadachari rahetun hoy to kanik anshe aa vat sari. pan aa parivartan mulamanthi nathi. pariname jivanaman aadhyatmik drashtiae jevi kranti thavi joiae tevi thati nathi. aapane sharir upar odheli chadaraman ramanam rakhiae chhiae. bahu bahu to aapani jibhane terave ramane rakhiae chhiae. anubhavi santo antaraman ram rakhe chhe. kachana zhummaraman divo balato hoy tyare zhummarana aek aek pasaman aeno prakash zhalahale tem antaraman ram ramata hoy to ajavalan romeromamanthi prasare. te bole te sanbhale drashti prakash r... anubhavi santani jibhethi bole toy ram bole. anubhavi santana kanethi sanbhale toy ram sanbhale. anubhavi santani aankhothi juae toy ram juae. aek prashn aapana antaraman uthe chhe – ‘ramano vas to sarvatr chhe to ahin matr anubhavi santana antare “rahe ram vas r...” kaheva pachhala svamino aashay sho hoi shake?’ prashnanun samadhan ae chhe ke sarvana hardayaman ram to vase j chhe pan te nivas char divaloman bandh oradaman balata diva jevo chhe. jivanan jadan aavarano shivana zhina prakashane bahar prasarava deta nathi. anubhavi santana hardayaman ram vase chhe te kachani divalovala oradaman zhalahalati jyot jeva chhe. divalo to tyan pan chhe pan te paradarshak kachani chhe. samany rite dival reti ke matini j baneli hoy chhe. koi kushala karigar ae j reti ane matimanthi paradarshak kachanan sarjan kare chhe. santoae sadhana kari potanan deh, indriyo anta:karanane kach jevan paradarshak karyan chhe. bija bhavaman joiae to sacho sadhu aene kahevay ke je paradarshak kach jevo hoya. jeni aankhoman zhankavathi antarani kitab vanchi shakati hoya. jyan danbh, kapatana koi paradao n hoya. kachani divalani paradarshakata karatan pan aek pagalun aagala vichariae to santane paradarshak ke aparadarshak aavaran j hotan nathi. divalo aakhare divalo chhe. pachhi te paradarshak hoy ke aparadarshaka. parabrahmani anubhutiman dival badhak bane. adhyatmamargana marmio raja-tamani jadi divalo to bhedi j nakhe chhe sathe sathe satvagunamay paradarshak padadao pan gali nakhe chhe. nirgun parabrahmana sangathi anubhavi santo nirgun banela chhe. aena romerom jyotirmay chhe. aemana vachche ane paramatma vachche padadanun koi astitv j nathi. aetalun j nahin, banne dudha-sakarani jem aekaras banela chhe. bhagavan svaminarayan vachanamartaman kahe chhe – ‘indriyo anta:karanathi agochar aeva paratpar purushottam narayan jyare svayan karuna kari parthvi par pragat thay tyare sad‍guru ane satshastrana vachane karine ae bhagavanano jene nishchay thay ane ae purushottam narayananun bhajan, smaran, dhyan, upasana kare ae bhaktana indriyo-anta:karan purushottamarup thai jay chhe’. aavi alaukik sthiti thay tyare svami kahe chhe tem ‘te bole te sanbhale drashti prakash re.’ have sanbhalanara pan ram, bolanara pan ram ane jonara pan ram chhe. shukadevaji maharaj bhagavatani katha karata hata. dashamaskandhani bhaktipurn kathano aaranbh thayo tyare shukadevaji maharaj bhavasamadhiman lin thaya. shukadevaji maharajanan hardayakamalaman panch varshana bhagavan shrikarshn pragat thaya. bhagavan shribalakarshnani rupamadhurinun pan karatan shukadevajinun harday gad‍gad thayun. aemanan netromanthi ashrudharao vaheva lagi. kanth rundhai gayo. shukadevaji karshnamay banya. premani aa alaukik avasthaae shukadevajini vani maun thai gai. paramatmane thayu... ‘aa sant to bhavasamadhiman lin chhe, have mari katha kon kaheshe?’ prabhuae nirnay karyo: ‘mari katha hun j karisha’. mahapurushono mat chhe ke dashamaskandhani katha shukadevajiae nahin parantu svayan shrikarshne kari chhe. shukadevana romeromano kabajo karshne lai lidho chhe. shukadev to kyany ogali gaya chhe. have bole chhe to karshn bole chhe. sanbhale chhe to karshn sanbhale chhe ane uttar aape chhe to pan karshn j aape chhe! shukadevaji jeva santani aa alaukik avastha mate nishkulanand svami lakhe chhe – ‘aap tali malya bhagavantaman, jena aapaman harino vyap, sant te svayan hari’. kita-bhramar nyare jeno dehabhav brahmabhavaman palatai jay aeva sant ane shrihari vachche anokhun advait sarjay chhe. vedaman rushi vamadevani katha chhe. brahmani alaukik anubhutini avasthaae rushi vamadeve ghoshana kari chhe: अहं मनुरभवम् अहं सूर्यः ‘hun manu thayo, hun sury thayo, sarv sarjan men karyun. jena romeromaman parabrahmani pragadya chhe aeva vamadevane potapanun mati gayun chhe. rushi svayan parabrahmani bhumikaman aavi pote j anant sarshtina sarjanahar chhe aem manine ghoshana kari rahya chhe. aavi vatoman jokham ghanun chhe. aavi ghoshanao utkarsht anubhutini avasthaaethi thavi joiae, aadanbarathi nahin. aaje ghana aadanbari ane danbhi mahatmao pan aavi j ghoshana karata fare chhe: ‘ame j bhagavan chhiae.’ jo aa shbdo koi vamadevana hoy to atal vishvas ane shraddhane patr hoya. pan mote bhage aavi ghoshanao vamadevani nahin, vamanaoni hoy chhe! lagharavaghar lugadanvalo, gunchala vali gayela valavalo, fatela liranni godadivalo, dhulathi ragadolayela shariravalo, jene nathi khavanan thekanan, nathi bolavanan thekanan aevo raste rakhadato pagal bakavas kare ke ‘hun bharatano rashdrapati chhun’ to kan daya khavani hoy athava to aeni upeksha ke majak karavani hoya! pagalani ghoshana ane paramahansani ghoshanana tafavatane samaji levo joiae. aekani dagali chasaki gai chhe aetale darudiyani jem bakavas kare chhe, bijo prabuddh avasthaae anubhavasiddh ghoshana kare chhe. aetale to muktanand svami kirtanaman avaranavar ‘anubhavi’ shabdano prayog kare chhe: anubhavine antare rahe ram vas re, te bole te sanbhale drashti prakash r... aa koi vyaktipujaman dubela pagalano pralap nathi. duniyana sarv prakaranan mana-sanmanani jene kani padi nathi, je sarvavidh aeshanaothi mukt chhe aeva mahapurushani anubhavasiddh vat chhe. aava santo chaud bhuvanane pavan karanara chhe. aava santo jyan jyan charan dhare tyan tyan tirtho sarjay chhe. nadio to ghani chhe pan gangaji ae gangaji chhe. gangajina aek aek jalabinduman paramatmani divy urja bhari chhe karan ke gangajine narayanana charanano sparsh chhe. aavi j sthiti anubhavi mahapurushoni chhe. aemana romeromaman purushottam narayanano pavanakari prakash patharayo chhe. ahin shrihari ane sant vachche koi alaukik premadvait sarjayel chhe. gyanio ane premioni bhumikano sukshm bhed samaji laiae. gyani kutasth bhavathi mayana pravahone nihale chhe. gitaman bhagavan shrikarshn kahe chhe – गुणा गुणेषु वर्तन्ते इति मित्वा न् सज्जते I ‘guno gunonun kary kare chhe. indriyonun kary kare chhe. aatmabhavaman pratishthit gyani nirlep rahe chhe.’ jem koi nadikinare bethelo manas shantithi tatasthabhave nadini ramaniy dharane nihale chhe ae j rite gyani mayana gunamay pravahone kutasthabhave nihale chhe. kinare bethelo manas tanato nathi ae j rite gyani purush gunamayi dharaman tanato nathi. gyaniae potana dehabhavanun balidan aapi didhun chhe. dehabhavanun balidan devun ae sadharan vat nathi. sahas vagar aavun balidan shaky nathi. aa to ‘shir pade ane dhad lade’ aena jevi vat chhe. avadhut potani akhand dhuniman indhanan home tem gyanio potanan deh, indriyo anta:karan ane shubhashubh karyonan indhananne aatmana pradipt agniman homi dye chhe. gyanioae jagatanan sarv bandhanone kapi nakhyan chhe. ragadvesh, sukh, du:kh, harsh, shoka-man, sanman badhun j bali nakhyun chhe. aa bahun motun sahas chhe pan gyanio karatan premio vadhare sahasi chhe. gyanio karatan premio aek pagalun vadhare bhare chhe. gyanio dehabhavano hom kare chhe pan brahmabhav jemano tem ubho rahe chhe. jyare premio premana pradipt agniman brahmabhavane pan homi de chhe. gyanio aatmarup thaya chhe. premio paramatmarup chhe. premio ane paramatma vachche aek alaukik premadvait sarjay chhe. premadvaitaman indriyo anta:karan purushotamarup thay chhe. premadvaitaman dehabhav to ogali j jay chhe parantu brahmabhav pan parabrahmaman lin thay chhe. yogashastrani drashtiae vichariae to yogaman samadhina be prakar chhe. sanpragyat samadhi tatha asanpragyat samadhi. sanpragyat samadhi aetale savikalp samadhi. asanpragyat samadhi aetale nirvikalp samadhi. sanpragyat samadhiman vishayavasanarupi bijono vinash thay chhe ane kori ‘mejik sleta’ jevun chintt bache chhe. yogi drashtabhave chittane nirakhe chhe. ahin drashta, drashy ane darshanani triputi vilase chhe. chitt drashy chhe, aatma drashta chhe, drashy jonari aatmavartti darshan chhe. bali gayeli sindari bandhavana kamaman n aave tem aa avasthaae drashta, drashy ane darshanani triputino vilas avashy hoy chhe parantu vasanarupi bijo bali gaya hovathi chittaman farithi sansaranun sarjan karavani kshamata nahinvat‌ rahe chhe. aa avasthane yogashastraman sanpragyat athava ��vikalp samadhi kahe chhe. nirvikalp samadhiman yogina chittano pan lay thay chhe. drashy adrashy thavathi darshanabhav ane drashtabhav pan raheta nathi. ahin triputino lay thai jay chhe ane shuddh sachchidanandamayi aatmanubhuti bache chhe. jyan sudhi drashtabhav chhe tyan sudhi savikalp samadhi chhe. drashtabhav pan lin thay tyare nirvikalp samadhi chhe. aa nirvikalp brahmi avasthaman koi vikshep nathi, vishayavasana nathi, vishayavasanana sanskaro nathi, sanskarone sangharavana khajanarup chitt pan nathi. yogana abhyasioae mote bhage aa j rite savikalp ane nirvikalpana bhed varnavya chhe. premadvaitaman savikalp samadhi ane nirvikalp samadhina svarupayogani prasiddh samadhio karatan judan pade chhe. bhagavan svaminarayan shikshapatriman lakhe chhe – निजात्मानं ब्रह्मरूपं देहत्रय विलक्षणम् I ‘tran deh, tran avasthathi par brahmarup thai parabrahmani upasana karavi,’ jem savikalp samadhivalo yogi chittano drashta chhe tem brahmi avasthaae aetaleke yogioni nirvikalp avasthaae pahonchela bhaktane potana vishuddh aatmachaitanyaman paramatmanan darshan thay chhe. yogini savikalp samadhini avastha sagun avastha chhe. jyare premini aa savikalp avastha savikalp hova chhatan purn rite nirgun chhe. ahin drashta, drashy ane darshanani triputi chhe pan yogioni sanpragyat samadhi jevi aa triputi sagun nathi. pan nirgun chhe, alaukik chhe, sahaj ane divy aanandathi sabhar chhe. aa drashta, drashy ane darshanani triputine dhyata, dhyan ane dhyeyani triputi pan kahi shakaya. ahin brahmarup thayelo bhakt dhyata chhe. parabrahm dhyey chhe. nirgun brahmi vartti dhyananun sadhan chhe. biji drashtiae joiae to ahin brahm ane parabrahm banneno paraspar drashtabhav chhe. aa avasthaae bhakt bhagavananun dhyan kare chhe to bhagavan pan potana priy bhaktane hetathi nirakhe chhe. ahin premana upahar chhe ane same premathi svikar chhe. aa avasthaae bhakt vividh divy bhavo ane sadhanothi paramatmanun darshan, upasan ane sevan kare chhe. yogini sanpragyat samadhiman aatma ane chittano vilas chhe. premini sanpragyat samadhiman brahm ane parabrahmano vilas chhe. aa j avastha mate narasinh maheta kahe chhe ‘brahm latakan kare brahm pase’ pan aa brahm ane parabrahmano dvaitabhave ras ae bhaktiyogani manjil nathi. haju ahinthi pan aagala maharasani kunjagaliman pravesh karavano chhe. paramatmani karunathi premani jyare charamasima pragate chhe tyare bhaktana brahmabhavano pan lay thai jay chhe ane matr parabrahm j vilase chhe. bhagavan svaminarayane shikshapatriman kahyun chhe – एते राधादयः भक्ताः तस्य स्युः पार्श्वतः क्वचित् I क्वचित् तदङ्गेतिस्त्रेहात् तदा ज्ञेयः सः एकलः II ‘ae radha, lakshmi vagere bhakto kyarek to paramatmani pase hoy chhe ane kyarek to atyant preme karine paramatmana svarupaman lin rahe chhe. bhakt jyare atyant preme karine bhagavanaman lin thayo hoy tyare bhagavanane aekala j janava.’ aa premadvaitani utkarsht avastha chhe. nirvikalp samadhiman yogina deh ane chittano lay thay chhe. jyare premina aatmano lay chhe. aa premadvaitani alaukik bhumikaae matr parabrahm rame chhe. jem dudhaman sakar bhelavavaman aave tyare thodi var sakaranun astitv alag janay pan sakar ogali jay pachhi sakaranun alag astitv rahetun nathi. brahmanand svami kahe chhe – rasabas hoi rahi rasiya sang, jyun misari payamanhi bhali aaj aekadashi sufala fali sufala fali hun to harine mali, aaj aekadashi sufala fali. divy maharasani aa koi anirvachaniy parakashta chhe. aa premioni nirvikalp samadhi chhe. premadvaitani aa alaukik avasthano marm – nathi matr darshanashastrio pami shakata. nathi matr yogabhyasio mani shakata. bhagavan svaminarayan aa premadvaitane vachanamartaman bhagavan ane bhakt vachchena alaukik ‘tadatmya’ rupe pan varnave chhe. aa tadatmyabhavane samajava mate nand santona aekabe prasang joiae. svaminarayan sanpradayaman gunatitanand svami mahasamarth sant thaya teo junagadh mandirana mahant hata. teoshri junagadhana jogi kahevata. aksharabrahmano avatar manata. aa jogi traney avasthaman shrihari sathe rasabas thaine raheta. vedoman ‘tatvamasi’ mahavakyano mahima chhe. shankaracharyaji kahe chhe, ‘tatvamasi mahavakyanun shravan karatanni sathe j brahmabhav pragate to mahavakyanun shravan sarthak ganaya.’ gunatitanand svamina vene vene shrotaono dehabhav dur thato ane brahmabhav pragati jato. shrotao nirgun niravaran sthitiae parabrahmano alaukik anubhav karata. aa dehatit avasthaae ghanane alaukik unmad pragatato. ‘tej, tej, teja’ aevi chiso padata. aemane oradaman purava padata. pan puranaro pachho aave te pahelan to bandh barananvala oradaman purayel bhakto divalona aavarano bhedi sabhaman pahonchi jata. aena dehani gatine divalona avarodh nadata nahin. gunatitanand svami aava nadabrahmana nishnat sant hata chhatan svaminun jivan aetale sadaginun murtimant rupa! sadun bhojan, sadun aasan, sadan vastro, sevamay ni:sparhi jivana. svami roj savarano laine mandirano chok vale tyare darshan karanarane anuman pan n thai shake ke aa sant aavada mota mandirana mahant chhe athava aksharabrahmano avatar chhe. aek var junagadhaman mandirani havelinun bandhakam chalatun hatun. svami kede kachhoto vali kadiyaone bela anbavata hata. aekavar svamina hathathi belun chhatakyun ane pag upar padyun. ae j vakhate gadhapuraman birajaman bhagavan svaminarayanana mukhamanthi aachhi chis pragati. prasang junagadhaman banyo, vedanani chis gadhapuraman uthi. shrihari pasena paramahansoae puchhyun, ‘maharaja’ shun thayun?’ maharaj bolya, ‘ae to mara santana pag upar belun padyun aeni amane pida thai!’ bhagavan sathe aavi aekakarata hoy aene ughadi aankhe nirvikalp samadhi kahevaya. gadhapuraman aek bija premi sant hata. nam sachchidanand svami hatun. sachchidanand svami aetale snehano sagar kahevaya. aek var akala karanavashat‌ bhagavan svaminarayane pasena parshadone kahyun, ‘aa sachchidanand vevalo chhe aene amarathi dur rakho. aene dhakka mari ghela nadine same kanthe muki aavo.’ maharajani aa akala lilano marm parshado pami n shakya. aemane to aadesh thayo aetale svamine uthavi ghela nadine same kanthe muki didha. unalano samay hato. aakashamanthi aag varasati hati. chare baju sakhat lu vati hati. sachchidanand svami to shriharina vachane dhom dhakhata tapaman ughade dile ghelane kanthe bethan bethan shriharinun smaran karava lagya. sharir to aakhare sharira. svamine bhare taras lagi, kanthe shosh padyo, sharir aakulavyakula thayun. aa baju aksharaoradiman shriji maharaj varanvar pani mage. ‘aemane taras lagi chhe, pani aapo, taras lagi chhe, pani aapo.’ mulaji brahmachari varanvar maharajane pani pay pan shriharini taras kemey shant n thaya. maharaj kahe, ‘ amane bahu balatara thay chhe, haju pani aapo.’ mulaji brahmachariae sakaranun thandun sarabat payun. maharaj kahe, ‘haju amari balatara shant thati nathi.’ parshado pankhathi shriharine pavan nakhava lagya. santoae sharire shitala chandanana lep karya. pan shriji maharajani taras ane balatara kemey ghate nahin. aasapasana sevako munzhaya. shun karavun te koine suzhatun nathi. santoae hath jodi puchhyun ‘maharaja! aapani lila ame samaji shakata nathi, have aap j kaho, ame shun kariae to aapane nirant thaya?’ maharaje kahyun, ‘ghelane same kanthe pelo sachchidanand betho chhe aene thanda sharabat pav to j amari balatara shant thashe, nahintar nahin thaya.’ santoae sachchidanand svamine thandan sharabat payan ane ahin maharajani balatara shant thai. maharaj kahe, ‘ae santane amari pase pachha bolavo.’ parshado sachchidanand svamine pachha bolavi lavya. maharaj ubha thai svamine bathaman ghaline malya. maharaj kahe, ‘ aa sant ane amare ati aekatmata varte chhe. ae ane ame alag nathi’. aavi aekatmatani anubhutiae – te bole te sanbhale drashti prakash r... anubhavine antare rahe ramavas re. aagala panktiman svami kahe chhe – jyan juve tyan ramaji, bijun n bhase r... bhat dekhi bhule nahin, anubhav ujase re. jivanan harday kamamay chhe aetale aene badhun kamamay bhase chhe. anubhavionan harday ramamay chhe aetale aene badhun ramamay bhase chhe. farithi ahin gyanio ane premioni drashtiona bhedano aasvad maniae. gyanio kahe chhe – आत्मबत् सर्वे भूतेषु I gyanione sarvatr aatmatatvano j vilas hovathi koi pratye jugupsa, gharna ke ragadvaish hota nathi. premioni bhumika jara judi chhe. gyanione jyan potano aatma dekhay chhe tyan premione paramatma dekhay chhe. sarshtina anuae anuman ae potana ishtadevani murti nihale chhe. lali mere lal ki, jit dekho tit lala. lali dekhan main chali, mai bhi ho gai lala. anubhavioni aankho aeksare jevi hoy chhe. aeksa-re padarthani upali sapatiae atakatun nathi. padarthani andar aarapar utari jay chhe. ae j rite anubhavio jagatani vividh bhatoman bhula padata nathi. aene aa bhatabhatani bhatigala sarshtiman bhagavananan j darshan thay chhe. jivane ramadava mate mayaae bhatabhatani bhatyo sarji chhe. satta-sanpatti, mana-sanman mayavi bhato chhe. jadugarani mayajala jevi aapata-ramaniy vishayoni zhakamazhola mayavi bhatyun chhe. yogani avanavi siddhio, devo ane danavonan kalpanatit sukh, vaibhav ane aishvaryo mayavi bhatyun chhe. mayadanavani rachanaman abhimani duryodhan athaday tem jivo aa bhatigala bhatyunman athadaya kare chhe. sansario to athaday, sannyasio pan aa bhatyunman athadaya kare chhe. bhare bhare dhanavaibhavathi chhalakata aashramo, yukti-prayuktithi prapt kareli bhare bhare padavio, ૧૮ ke ૧૮ni upadhio aa badhi mayavi bhatyo chhe. jeman mota mota mahatmao atavay jay chhe. anubhavione bhatyun nathi dekhati. aene pratyek bhatyuman bhatyunno bharanaro bhagavan dekhay chhe. dikaraman bapani anasar utare aem samast sarshtiman sarjanaharani chhabi upase chhe. pan jeni aankhonan tej zhankhan chhe tene matr sarjan j dekhay chhe, sarjanaharani chhabi dekhati nathi. anubhavioni aankho garud jevi tejasvi chhe. ae sarjanani sthula sapatiman bhula padya sivay sarjanaharana sukshm astitv sudhi pahonchi jay chhe. aek var bhagavan svaminarayanana darshane tran paramahanso padharya jemanan nam hatan – brahmanand svami, muktanand svami ane svarupanand svami. bhagavane paramahansone prashn karyo, ‘he paramahanso, tame jyare deh ane vyavaharani kriya karo chho tyare kai rite amari murtiman vartti rakho chho?’ brahmanand svami bolya, ‘maharaj, aam to amari vartti tamari murtiman j rame chhe, pan bahy kriya karati vakhate ame varttine aek hath bahar kadhiae chhiae. kriya puri thay tyare char hath pachhi sankeliae chhiae tyare nirant thay chhe.’ muktanand svamiae kahyun, ‘maharaj, hun aek vent vartti bahar kadhi bahy kriya karun chhun pachhi be vent pachhi sankeli tamari murtiman ramun chhun’. have shrihariae svarupanand svamine puchhyun, ‘svami, tame kem karo chho?’ svarupanandasvami hindustani sant hata. aemani sthiti alaukik hati. aemane hindustani lahekaman javab didho, ‘are guru maharaja! ye kya bat hai? kya bahara? kya bhitara? mere liye to charon or aap hi aap hai’. sanbhalanaraone svamini vat samajaman n aavi aetale sanshay thayo. ‘chare baju murti j dekhati hashe to dehani kriya kai rite karata hashe?’ sabhaman bethelaona manani vat maharaj kali gaya. aemane svamine puchhyu ‘svami! aem kem thaya?’ svami kahe, ‘juvo maharaj, tirani aniae linbu khosyun hoy pachhi jyan jyan tir take tyan tyan linbu j dekhay aem amari varttirupi tiraman tamari murti parovi dedha chhe. aetale jyan jyan vartti jay chhe tyan tyan murti j dekhay chhe biju kani dekhatun nathi.’ kalapi kahe chhe – ‘jyan jyan najar mari thare, yadi bhari chhe aapani.’ kalapi mast kavi chhe. premi dilana chhe. pan bhutakalane vagole chhe. ‘yadi bhari chhe aapani’. aeno arth chhe kalapini najaraman priyatama bhutakala chhe, vartaman nathi. retiman pagalanni chhap joine teo potana priyapatrane smare chhe. karan kalapi kavi chhe, prem aemano uchch kakshano chhe pan laukik chhe. kalapi alaukik premana anubhavi nathi. anubhavi kalatit hoy chhe. aemane bhut ke bhavishy nathi hota ae saday vartamanaman j raman kare chhe. aemani najare pagalanni chhapo nahi parantu pagalanno padanar svayan pratyaksh anubhavay chhe. jyan juve tyan ramaji bijun n bhase r... bijun n bhase re aetale potani jat pan bhasati nathi. jahan main vahan hari nahin, jahan hari vahan main nahin. prem gali ati sankari, tamen do n samaya. aagala svami kahe chhe – kesari kera gandhathi kari koti trase re, aem aatmana udyotathi agyan nashe r... ahin kevala kora-shushk aatmagyanana udayani vat nathi pan bhagavat bhavathi bharapur brahmabhavana udayani vat chhe. shruti kahe chhe – नित्यो नित्यानाम् चेतनश्चेतनानाम् I ‘je nityoman param nity chhe, je chetanoman paramachetan chhe.’ anant anant nity chetan aatmao fuloni mala pethe paramatmana kanthanan aabhushano chhe. bhagavadpad pamanujacharyaae anant chetanone bhagavanana vaksha:sthala upar virajaman kaustubhamanina sthane ganya chhe. aetale j ahin aatmano uday aetale matr brahmabhav nahin pan parabrahmana udayani vat chhe. chandrano uday game tetalo shatakarak hoy pan aethi andhakar sarvatha dur n thai shake. andhakarane dur karava mate suryano uday thavo jaruri chhe. brahmano uday chandroday chhe. parabrahmano uday suryoday chhe. anubhavi santo aatmani svatantrataman rachavane badale paramatma pratyeni paratantratane vadhare priy gane chhe. je kshane prakashanun kiran pragate ae j kshane aadikalani andhari gufamanthi andhakaranun astitv osari jay ae j rite brahmabhavano uday thay tyare anadi agyanano andhakar osari jaya. bhagavatajiman sundar prasang chhe. parikshite shukadevajine kahyun, ‘gurudev, mane muktino marag batavo.’ shukadevaji kahe, ‘mukti mukti shun kare chhe? mukti melavavani chij nathi. mukti to taro sahaj svabhav chhe. bandhano to ten tara upar agyane karine mani lidha chhe. jyare taro brahmabhav jagashe tyare tare mukti mate bhikh magavi nahin pade.’ gyanano uday thay aetale agyan bhagava mande. ahin svamiae sarat drashtant didhun chhe. kesari kera gandhathi kari koti trase re, aatma kesari sinh chhe, agyan madonmatt hathi jevun chhe. hathio game tetala hoy ane game tetala shaktishali hoy pan kesari sinhani gandh matrathi bhayabhit thai aaghapachha bhagava lage chhe. ae j rite brahmabhavano uday thatan agyanarupi hathio bhagava lage chhe. aek var sani kavi makarande saras vat kari hati. bhagavan buddhe bhikshuone puchhyun, ‘bhikhkhuo, vanaman nirbhay kon fare?’ bhikshuoae kahyun, ‘bhagavan‌! vanaman sinh nirbhay fare chhe.’ tathagate kahyun, ‘nahin bhikhkhuo, nahin. sinhane shatruo chhe. jyan shatruta hoy tyan nirbhayata n hoya!’ bhikshuoae puchhyun, ‘bhagavan‌! to aap j kaho, vanaman nirbhay kon fare?’ tathagate kahyun, ‘vanaman bhikhkhuo nirbhay fare chhe. karan ke bhikhkhuo ajatashatruo chhe.’ muktanand svami kahe chhe, ‘aava ajatashatru anubhavi santorupi margarajo jyan viharata hoy tyan agyanarupi hathio taki shakata nathi.’ aapane pan anubhavi santoni pethe j margaraj chhiae, pan aapani sthiti ghetanona tola bhela uchharela sinh jevi thai gai chhe. aapane agyanavash aapanane ghetan mani lidhan chhe. kabiraji kahe chhe – ‘aaj sakhi main kautuk dekha, thado sinh charavai gaiy...’ gayona tola sinhane chare aevi aapani sthiti chhe. aapane indriyo ane anta:karanarupi gayona svami hova chhatan aena gulam thaine fariae chhiae. karan ke aapano brahmabhavarupi margaraj agyanarupi amavasyana andhakarani pachhala surajani jem santai gayo chhe. kirtanani aa pankti aapana brahmabhavane jagadava mate bhairavi nad jevi chhe : hun talye hari dhunkada te talay dase re, muktanand mahasantane prabhu pragat pase r... paramatma aapana antaraman aharnish biraje chhe pan aapane sarjela paradao aenun darshan thava deta nathi. sauthi mota, majabut ane koi rite hate nahin aevo parado hoy to te chhe aapano ahankara. aetale to kabiraji kahe chhe, ghunghat ke pat khol re, tuje piv milenge. aapane j aapana mukh par ahankarano ghato ghunghat odhi lidho chhe ane aethi j aapano priyatam pase j hova chhatan aapanane aenan darshan thatan nathi. ahankar aakashathi pan patalo chhe. aena praveshane koi avarodhi shakatun nathi. nana hoy ke mota bhagye j koi ahankarani nagachudathi mukt rahi shake. ahankar aek aevun vishabij chhe jemanthi jatajatana dosho ane jatajatani upadhiorupi vishamayi vanaspatio pangare chhe. satta ane sanpattinun abhiman aave ae to samajaya; rup ane saundaryanun abhiman aave ae pan samajaya. parantu sadhak jo savadhan n rahe to sadagunonun pan abhiman aave chhe. satkarmo pan aapanane ahankarani bediaethi bandhe chhe. nishkulanand svami kahe chhe, ‘ahankar bahurupiyo chhe. ae gyaniman gyan rupe, tapasviman tap rupe, dharmiman dharm rupe pravesh kari jay chhe.’ bhagavan svaminarayan kahe chhe, ‘bhakti kare pan savadhan n rahe to bhaktapananun pan man aave.’ ahankarani lohajanjiro aapanane aapani manjil taraf aagala vadhava deti nathi. bhagavan svaminarayan kahe chhe, ‘kadhiyel dudhaman sarpani lala pade to dudh vish bani jay chhe ae j rite ahankarani vishalala sadhakani sarv sadhanane dushit kari nakhe chhe.’ sadhakani sadhananun mukhy dhyey ahankaranun visarjan hovun joiae. dharatina petalaman pani to vahe j chhe. jarur chhe matr uparana paththaro hatavavani. paththaro hate aetale panino pravah pragatavano j chhe. aapana antaraman paramatma pragat biraje chhe parantu ahankarana aavarane aemane dhaki didha chhe. ahankarano paththar hate aetale aemana divy bhavani ganga bahar vaheva lage chhe. aek shilpini janiti katha chhe – dhom dhakhata tapaman shilpi paththar ghadato hato. aasapasana vatavaranane bhuli ae potana karyaman mashagul hato. kushala karigarana kelavayela hathe murtino sundar ghat ghadato jato hato. raste chalato koi vatemargu thanbhine aa joi rahyo hato. ad‍bhutamurtine upasati joi vatemargu shilpine biradavatan bolyo ‘saras murti ghado chho.’ shilpiae kani pratibhav n aapyo. ae potanun kary karato j rahyo. vatemarguae farine prashansa kari, ‘saras murti ghado chho.’ shilpakarana hath thanbhi gaya. aene musafar same joyun. aeni drashtiman upalanbh hato. aene pela prashansakane kahyun, ‘tame nasamaj chho! hun murti ghadato j nathi.’ musafare aashchary sathe puchhyun, ‘to tame shun karo chho?’ shilpi bolyo, ‘bhala manas, aa paththaraman maro parameshvar purayo chhe. aeni aadenan aavaranone hatavun chhun jethi ae bahar aave. baki murtino ghadanaro hun kona!’ vatemarguae aa shilpi-kama-santane vandan karyan. sadhakoni sadhanani aa prakriya chhe. ahankarana aavarano hati jay to bhagavan kyan dur chhe! pan ahankar chhodavo ae ghanun kathan chhe. dhan, dham, putrano tyag thai shake chhe pan ahankarano tyag thai shakato nathi. vedona rushio pan ahankarana aavaranane purusharthana bale hatavi shakata nathi aetale paramatmane prarthana kare chhe: हिरण्यमयेन पात्रेण सत्यस्यापिहितम्‍ मुखम् I तत्वं पूषन्‍ आपावृणु सत्यधर्माय द्रष्टये II ahankar suvarnana dhankan jevo chhe. aene satyasvarup paramatmane dhanki didha chhe. rushio prarthana kare chhe, ‘he paramatman‌! amara aa suvarnana dhankanane hatavo jethi aapana sundar manohar rupana darshan thaya.’ upanishado ahankarane suvarnana chalakata aavaran sathe sarakhave chhe. lokhandanan aavaranone hatavavaman sankoch n thaya. tanbapittalanan aavaranone todavaman pan sankoch n thaya. parantu suvarnano chalakat bhare aakarshan peda kare chhe. aene todavanun ke chhodavanun dil thatun nathi. suvarnano moh chhodavo kathan chhe. ae j rite ahankar chhodavo kathan chhe. muktanand svami aa padaman ahankarane dur karavanun sadhan batave chhe : hun talye hari dhunkada te talay dase r... dasabhav pragate to ahankar tali jaya. ahin dasabhav kahyo chhe, drashtabhav nahin. sharanagat bhaktono dharm chhe ‘dasabhava’. gyaniono dharm chhe ‘drashtabhava’. dasabhavathi jevo ahanbhav tale aevo drashtabhavathi kadach n tale. savadhani n rakhiae to bhalabhala gyanione gyanano kef chadhi jay chhe. unchi vyasagadiae besava male aetale manai jay ke ‘hun j gyani chhun. saghalun jagat agyani chhe.’ samany manasane je satyani samaj hoy te kadach unchi gadiae bethelane n hoya. mote bhage unchi gadiae bethelani aankho madathi gheray jay chhe. pachhi te gadi rajagadi hoy, vyasagadi hoy ke dharmagadi hoya. samany dekhato sevak satyathi jetalo najik hoy aetalo kadach dharmagadiae bethelo dharmachary n pan hoya! niche besi shravan karanara paramatmathi jetala samip hoy aetala kadach unche besine upadesh karanara n pan hoya! samany manasone ahan talavo sahelo chhe pan kahevati vishisht vyaktiona ahanno padado tutavo lagabhag ashaky chhe. karan ke aemana manaman anek bhayankar bhramanaoae deratanbu nakhya hoy chhe. aemano sahuthi moto bhram ae hoy chhe ke ‘amara jevo koi nathi.’ jagat aagyani chhe, prakash patharavano ijaro amari pase chhe.’ ‘amari chidhthiothi svarg male chhe.’ ae bicharaone khabar nathi aemani chidhthiothi svarg to thik, shakabhaji pan n male! nana manasone rokanara-tokanar ghana male pan sinhane kon kaheva jay ke tarun modhun gandhay chhe! aavi j dasha kahevata mota manasoni hoy chhe. mote bhage mithya prashansana kefaman jivata mota manasone nathi hoti aatmakhoj ke nathi hoto svabhav tale aeva satpurushono samagama. ahankar na vajr jeva renathi bandh thayela aena antarana oradaman adhyatmanan suryakiranono pravesh thavo agharo chhe. ahin to ‘je matha vadhe ae j mal kadhe.’ ahankarane vadhere ae j aanandana khajanane melave. aapani bharatiy sanskartiman shrifala vadheravano vidhi chhe. aeno arth ahankarane vadheravano chhe. ahankar aetale matr dehabhav nahin, aatmabhavanun shrifala pan vadheravun joiae. farithi ahin gyanamarg ane bhaktimargano bhed spasht thay chhe. gyanio dehabhavanun balidan aape chhe. premio dehabhavani sathosath potana aatmabhavane pan samarpit kare chhe. navadhabhaktiman chhello ane shreshth prakar chhe – आत्मनिवेदनम् I shriharina charanaman ful – tulasini jem potana aatmane pan samarpit kari devo aene aatmanivedan kahevaya. bhagavan svaminarayane shikshapatriman kahyun chhe, ‘brahmabhave parabrahmani seva karavi aene ame mukti mani chhe.’ bhaktimargi santoae gyanioni mukti karatan bhagavanani sevane vishesh pasand kari chhe. bhakt kavi narasainyo kahe chhe – harina jan te mukti n mage, mage janamojanam avatar re nit seva nit darshan ochchhav, nirakhava nand kumar re bhutal bhakti padarath motun, brahmalokaman nahi r... bhagavatajina mahatmyaman muktine bhaktini dasi kahi chhe. bhagavataji kahe chhe, ‘mara bhakto mari seva vina char prakarani muktine nathi ichchhata.’ brahm ane parabrahm vachche svami – sevakabhav sanatan chhe. muktidashaman pan aa svami – sevakabhav akhand rahe chhe. bahudha gyanamargaman sadhak svayan aevun samaji bese chhe ke ‘jemane aatmavigyan mali gayun ae kartarth thai gaya.’ aa loko ‘aatma so paramatma’nun sutr rate chhe parantu vastavaman aatma paramatma jevo bani shake chhe pan paramatma kyarey thai shakto nathi. ramanujacharyajiae muktidashaman ‘svatantratatm bhrama’ni vat kari chhe. aatmavigyanane pamela gyanione aevi bhranti rahi jay chhe ke ‘aatmasvarupani prapti ae j amari antim manjil chhe. have ame mukt thaya, svatantr thaya. have amaro niyamak koi nathi.’ aavi anubhutine ‘svatantratatm bhrama’ kahevaya. purn anubhavi mahatmaone aavi bhranti hoti nathi. khanamanthi hiro nikale, sarane chadhe, pahel pade, aetale aenun tejasvi rup sole kalaae zhalaki uthe parantun aetalathi puratun nathi. ae hiro koi tijoriman ked thaine padyo rahe aeman aeni sarthakata nathi. ae hiro koi haiyana haraman jadavo joiae to j aeni sarthakata chhe. ae j rite aatmasvarupe zhalahalavun ae to hirane pahel padava jevi vat chhe. aakhare to ae aatmasvarup pan paramatmana kanthaman aaropavun joiae. dasatvabhaktithi dehabhav ane aatmabhav banne ogali jay chhe. brahm ane parabrahm vachcheno svami-sevakabhav sanbandh sole kalaae zhalahali uthe chhe. aava anany sevakathi paramatma anumatr pan chheta raheta nathi. hun talye hari dhunkada te talay dase re, muktanand mahasantane prabhu pragat pase r... svami ahin santane mahasant kahe chhe. karan ke, samany rite jagataman mota ganata manaso nana thai shakata nathi. mota thavun ae motai nathi. motai malya pachhi nana thaine rahevun ae j khari motai chhe. pandavona rajasuy yagyman dvarakadhish aethan pataralan uthavavani seva kare chhe aetale to yagyman paheli puja karshnani thay chhe. brahmabhavane pamya pachhi pan je sant svatantratmabhiman chhodi parabrahmana das thaya chhe ae j santani motai chhe. aetalun j nahin, bhaktimargaman to dasana das thavani vat chhe. bhagavatajiman shashtham skandhaman vartrasur bhagavan pase mage chhe, दासानुदासो भवितास्मि भूयःI ‘he prabho, tame mane tamara dasano das banavo.’ bhagavatajina dashamaskandhaman brahmajiae pan bhagavan pase dasatvabhakti magi chhe. gyananan sarvochch shikharone sar karya pachhi sevavrat svikaravun ae j santani mahanata chhe. bhaktimargi santaparanparaman ‘nichaman nicha tela’ karavanun lohiman vanayelun hoy chhe. sidhansadan sevamay jivan hova chhatan adhyatmana anant gaganaman garudani pethe vihar karanara santona itihasathi bharatiy sanskarti bharapur chhe.