Aaj mare orade re, aavya avinashi alabela

aasvad : aa padani prastut chosaraman premanand svami temana any padani jem padalality temaj premabhaktinun madhury yathavat sachave chhe. shriharine potana aasane *( svaminarayan sanpradayaman sadhuni rahevani jagyane ‘ aasan ‘ kahe chhe.) padharata joine premasakhina premotkat haiyaman bhavavegani bharati umate chhe tene pote khali nahi shakavathi aemani premonmatt thayeli vani vaikhariman vyakt thai jay chhe, tyare ae anayase gai uthe chhe – ‘aaj mare orade re, aavya avinashi alabel ‘ ahin shri sahajanand svamina darshanamatrathi jagart thatan vividh bhav sanvedano khub sundar rite vyakt thayan chhe. pran piyu shri sahajanand svamini alaukik rupamadhuri par premanandana pran vari gaya chhe, tethi j ‘harivar sundar shri ghanashyam ‘ne ae matr jota nathi, aankho dvara piae chhe. ‘ nirakhyan nenan bhari re’ ane piae chhe pan ketala ? aankho bhari bhari ne ! shrihari to shobhano sagar chhe, aemanan alaukik rupasaundary pase to karodo kamadev pan vamanan‌ lage ! kavinun harday saheje j shri sahajanand svamina rupalavanyaman aakarshay chhe ane ae vividh ragatmak bhavasanvedano vyakt kare chhe. ae sarve aadhyatmik hova chhatan , laukik drashtiae manavasahaj ane svabhavik lage chhe. ‘gunthi gulabana re, kanthe aaropya men har ; laine varanan‌ re , charane lagi varanvar .’ jate gunthelo gulabano har shriharine paheravi aemanan varanan‌ lai premasakhi shricharanaman varanvar pranam kare chhe. kavini dasyabhaktino uttam unmesh ahin abhivyakt thay chhe. shriharini premabhari aagata svagata kari premanand svami prabhune kushala samachar puchhe chhe ; ‘kahone hari kayan hata re , kyan thaki aavya dharmakumar ‘ maharaj to premibhaktono bhavabhaktibharyo hardayaunmad joi premapurvak temane aalingan aapi aasan grahan kare chhe.maharajani same aemanan charanaman besine kavi shrijini murtine aemana rasasharngarane antarani aankhethi nihaline aenun mahatmyapurn sukshm varnan kare chhe. premasakhini bhaktiman mahatmy ane gyanano ad‌bhut samanvay sadhyo chhe. shriharina rupasaundaryane nihaline ae aeman fakt magn thaine virami nathi jata, ae alaukik darshanano mahima te yatarth samaje chhe ane dhanyatapurvak aene gay pan chhe: ‘ sajani te same re, dhany dhany nirakhya tena bhagy...’ kaviman mahatmyasahit purnapane vikas pami chhe, pan te aekali gunayukt nathi. aeman shakti, param aishvary, svarupanishtha vagere bhale chhe. pragat paramatma svaminarayanana alaukik ishvarayukt apar mahimangan kavini shanasaktini zhalak zhankhi padati nathi.*( premasakhi premanand – do . hariprasad thakkara) padanun samapan pan kavi kartagytana bhav sathe j kare chhe: ‘premanand to re , ae chhabi nirakhi thayo nihal...’ bija padano praranbh kavi ‘sajani sanbhalo re , shobha varnavun teni teh...’ aem kahine shriharini divy murtini sharngar shobhana vadhu rasamay varnanathi kare chhe. shriji maharajani murtinun anusandhan thata premasakhina antaraman snehabhavani bharati aave chhe. aa prakaranan pranayasanvedanoni tivr anubhuti kavini bhakti sadhanana mulaman raheli chhe. tethi j aemanan kavyoman bhaktibhavabhinan pranayaspandanoni vyanjana zhilai chhe. ‘jeva men nirakhya re, teva varnavun karine pyar...’ premasakhiae antarani aankhe shrijine jeva nirakhya hata teva j pramanikapane varnavya chhe. shrijimaharaje kanthaman baras kapurana sugandhidar har paherya chhe, paghaman tora khosya chhe, banne hathe kapur sushobhit berakha ne kadan‌ paherya chhe , shriharinan sarve angamanthi attarani madamast foram futi rahi chhe. aemanan aa ad‌bhut shanagar ne shobha joine sarvena chitt aemanan alaukik svarupaman chonti jay chhe. ‘hasata hetaman re, saune deta sukh aananda; rasarup murti re, shrihari kevala karunakand...’ maharaj to karunanidhan chhe, aemani pratyek cheshta jevi ke aemanun hasavun, bolavun, aemanan lataka – badhun j premi bhaktona sukh aanand mate j hoy chhe! kavi kahe chhe ke ae rasarup murtine mare ketaketali upamao devi? hun to thik, sheshaji pan aeno par pami shake tem nathi. rasaraj sharngar jane svayan murtiman aavyo hoy aem kavine maharajani murti nirakhine lage chhe. ‘dharine murati re, jane aavyo rasasharngar... ‘ aa padaman kavinin pranayorminan spandano tatha shriharina rasasharngaranan vividh bhavachitro khub marmik ane sukshmatisukshm rite aalekhayan chhe. kavini ad‌bhut bhavalekhan shaktino ahin paracho male chhe. ahin premasakhi shriharina rupa-shanagarana rasik rupanirupanaman aeva khovai jay chhe ke aagala aemani vacha maunana mahasagaraman vilin thai jay chhe . prabhuman bhali gaya pachhi bhakt rahe chhe j kya? pachhi to bhakt dvara bhagavan j bole chhe, bhagavan j lakhe chhe, aeni sarv kriyaono dorisanchar pachhi to prabhu j kare chhe. premanand to maharajani murtiman rasabas thai gaya, pachhi aemanan dvara je bole chhe, lakhe chhe te bijun koi nahi pan svayan maharaj j chhe! aetale j trija padani sharuaat aa pramane thai chhe— ‘bolya shrihari re, sanbhalo naranari harijan...’ have shrihari svayan aek mulabhut vat sarve santaharibhaktone samajave chhe: mari murati re, mara lok bhog ne mukta; sarv divy chhe re, tyan to joyani chhe jukt ..’ ‘he bhakto! mari murti ane mari murtina sanbandhe karine mara lok, bhog ne mukt sarve divy chhe. sarv samarthi , shakti ane guneyukt marun dham chhe, junun nam aksharadham chhe! asankhy suryachandr jena tej pase zhankhavay aevun ae tejomay chhe. ae shitala saumy tej anupam chhe. aeva divy tejomay aksharadhamaman hun saday sakar dvibhuj svarupe rahun chhun. mara darshan devone pan durlabh chhe. maro mahima apar chhe. jiv, ishvar, maya, kala , pradhan purush sahu mare vash varte chhe ane ae sahuno prerak bhagavan hun j chhun! aganit brahmandoni utpatti , sthiti ne pralay mari preranane karane j thay chhe.*( “aksharatit aeva je purushottam bhagavan te sarshti samayane vishe sami drashti kare chhe, tyare te aksharamanthi purush pragat thai aave chhe, pachhi te purushottam je te aksharaman pravesh karine purushane vishe pravesh kare chhe ne purusharupe thaine prakartine prere chhe... pachhi te prakarti purushathaki pradhanapurush thaya ne te pradhanapurush thaki mahatatv thayun, ne mahatatv thaki tran prakarano ahankar thayo .” aa rite sarvana karan bhagavan svaminarayan chhe. vachanamart – (gadhada pra. pra. ૪૧ )) mari maraji sivay anant brahmandoman koithi kani n thai shake. aa saty rahasy men tamari pase mukyun chhe ae samajajo ane aetalun to nishche svikarajo ke hun tamara badhan mate j aa lokaman manush deh dharine aavyo chhun! bhaktane sukhadukh aave chhe te paramatmani ichchhaae aave chhe, karan ke kala, karm ne maya to shriharine vash varte chhe . bhagavanane j sarv kartaharta jananar dradh nishchayi bhaktane mathe kala, karm ne mayano hukam chalato nathi. shrimad bhagavad‌gitaman shrikarshnachandre arjunane kahyun chhe ke ‘bija sarv dharmano parityag kari mare aekane sharane aav, hun tane sarv pap thaki mukavisha.’ aavun j abhay varadan bhagavan shri svaminarayan chotha padaman aapata kahe chhe : ‘vali sau sanbhalo re, mari varta param anup ; param siddhant chhe re, sahune hitkario sukharup...’ aatyantik mokshanun hard samajavato aa hitakari sukharup siddhant svadharm, gyan, vairagy ane bhaktirup chhe, samagr svaminarayan sanpradayanun hard aa siddhantaman samayelu chhe. shrihari aatali prastavana kari aagala kahe chhe: ‘sahu haribhaktane re , javun hoye mare dhama: to mane sevajo re, tame shuddhabhave thai nishkam .’ shuddhabhave arthat‌ brahmarupani bhavana karine prabhu prasannata sivay any kamana rahit nishkam bhakti j mokshadayi chhe. bhakti pan vairagyathi paripusht thay chhe, tethi shrihari aagala kahe chhe: ‘sahu haribhaktane re , rahevun hoye mari pasa: to tame melajo re, mithya panchavishayani aash .’ shabd ,sparsh, rup, ras ane gandh ae mayik panchavishayaman anasaktiyog kelavavo ane sanehi-svajanomanthi aasakti todi paramatmaman j priti jodi devi te j sacho vairagy chhe. sad‌guru gopalanand svamiae kahyun chhe ke : ‘je purushani indriyo shabdadik vishayaman aasakt hoy ae purush bhagavanana sukhane kyarey pan pame nahi.*( shri gopalanand svamini vato ( tippani sahita) – shri svaminarayan divain mishan prakashit, parshth -૧૬૧ vat ૩૨૮ .) bhagavan svaminarayan sivay jagatana sarv aakaro mayik ne mithya chhe , aevi samajan kelavi ae sarvamanthi aasakti todi samajaneyukt vairagy kelavi, shrijimaharaje bandheli je dharmamaryada , aekadash niyamadi palavan‌ ane aekamatr sarvopari bhagavan shri svaminarayanani j bhakti karavi ae j sachi bhakti chhe. tethi j shrihari ante aashirvachan deta kahe chhe ke: ‘ sau tame palajo re , sarve dradh kari mara nem , tam par rizhashe re, dharm ne bhakti karashe kshema.’ ‘sant haribhaktane re didho shikshano upadesha’ --- aa upadesh devani shriharini rit nirali chhe. tethi j premasakhi shriharini amartavanine shashiyarani amivarsha sathe sarakhave chhe. antaman padano mahima sthapatan‌ kahe chhe : ‘aa pad shikhashe re, gashe sanbhalashe kari pyara; premannandano re, svami leshe teni sara.’ sanpradayana nity niyamaman aa chosarana chare padono samavesh vishesh prakare karayo chhe ane sarve satsangiona gharaman pan aa pado khub bhavapurvak gavay chhe . bhavarthah- karuna kari aaj mare orade avinashi same chaline aavya. he sakhi ! men sundar chhogala chhelane premathi bolavya. mataka rahit mara nen bhari ae nataraj narayanane nihalya. aeni shobhani shi vat karun ? koti kamadevo pan sundaravarani sundaratathi lajjane pamya. II૧-૨II vini-vinine gulabana gunthela sugandhit har men harina kanthaman paheravya. vali, vahalanan varanan lai varanvar page lagi. bhavathi aadar sahit chakala upar besadya. he saheli ! men to pritathi sahajanandana sarv samachar puchhya ke aa sole shanagar saji sundar shobhata he maharaja! tame kyan hata ? ane kyan thaine aavya ! II૩thi૫II premanandani prit anokhi hati. premanand potana pritamana aeka-aek ang upar tatha paherela shanagar upar ati prem karata. shrihariae paherel sukhaden navarangi suthanali tatha hirani nadi tatha avinashiae odhelo gudho rento he sajani ! joya jevo chhe. aa murtine aa same je nirakhashe tena bhagy ughadi jashe. II૬-૭II mohanavare mastak upar molidun amuly ane anupam rite bandhyun chhe. ae molidamanthi aeva prakashana punj patharay chhe ke karodo ravi shashina prakash aeni aagala nyun bhase chhe. vali, ae pragat prabhuae reshami korano sundar rumal hathaman grahyo chhe. aavi anupam avinashini murtine nihali premanand nyal thai gaya chhe. chhatan haju ae murtina sukhathi n dharana hoy tem svami bija padaman pan ae mavani murtini mohani lagade chhe. II૮-૯II

aek divas vairagyamurti nishkulanand svami premanand svamine malava temani oradiae aavya. premanand svamiae pranam kari nishkulanand svamine aasan aapi vinayathi puchh‌yu: ‘ svami ! aapani shi seva karun?” nishkulanand svamiae kahyun: “ are ! hun to tamari premabhakti manava aavyo chhun. shrijimaharaj sathenun koik sanbharanun ane aevun j koik pad sanbhalavo.” premasakhiae smartine dhandholi, juna aek smaranane tajun karatan bolya: ‘ svami ! aekavar shrihari ahin ratre padharya hata.” aa sanbhalatan j nishkulanandana monmanthi ud‌gar nikali padya: “ shun kaho chho? shrihari svayan ahin padharela ane ae pan rate! aho! dhanyabhagy tamara! premanand svamiae vat aagala vadhari: “svami ! dhany bhagy to aapanan saunan chhe j , nahi to aa sarvopari murti kyanthi male? parantu afasos ae hato ke ae adharate maharaj ahin aavela, pan hun kirtan gavaman aevo tallin thai gayelo ke mane khyal j n rahyo ke shrihari aakhi rat bahar ubha ubha sanbhalata hata. savare mane khabar padi tyare manaman ghani bhonthap thai, pan shun karun? aparadh thai gayo. prabhu mare orade aavya ne hun kai svagat n kari shakyo, puja archana n kari shakyo. ae vatano manaman vasavaso rahya karato hato. parantu svami! maharaj to antaryami chhe ne ? mara antarani abhilashane te pichhani gaya ne aek divas fari jyan oradi bahar joun chhun tyan shrihari same chaline oradiae padharata hata. tarat j mara mukhamanthi harshaman ud‌gar nikali padya: ‘ aaj mare orade re , aavya avinashi alabel...’ aava be pad lakhi nakhyan pachhi thakorajino prasad leva betho. pachha aavine joyun to bijan be pad maharaje lakhi nankhela , te pad aa chhe sanbhalo – ‘bolya shrihari re, sanbhalo naranari harijan : mare aek varata re saune sanbhalavyanun chhe man...’ mara rachayela padana j dhalaman shrijimaharaje pan be pad rachyan. aa vat men koine kahi nathi.’ nishkulanand svamiae kahyun: “ ohoho svami! dhany chhe tamane ne dhany chhe tamari premabhakti ! aa padaman to shrihariae potana svarupani, dhamani, shaktini vat samajavi chhe ane vadhuman vadhu avatarana karan avatari pote j chhe aem pan samajavi didhun chhe!” premasakhi to aa sanbhalatan j prabhuna svarupaman lin thai gaya. shrijina lila charitro sanbharatan ne sanbhalata aemanan runvade runvade romanch vyapi jato ne premabhavaman shrijisvarupaman aeva to lin thai jata ke deh, sthan, samay ke deshakalanun pan bhan temane rahetun nahi. utpatti- premasakhi premanandasvami aetale murtimant premanun svarupa. jemanun haiyun hanmesha harivar sathe heratun, jemani aankhomanthi aharnish virah vilapanan aansuo sarya chhe. jeona mukhamanthi nishadin viyogatmak vani j varasi chhe. jemanun sarunye jivan jagadishani zhankhanaman j zhuratun hatun, aeva premapanthana pravasi premadivana premasakhi premanand svamina jivana-kavanani kahani ghani karun ane garbhit chhe. jem kadavaman janmelun kamala devashire chadine kartarth bani jay chhe. tem gandharv gyatiman janmela premanand svami pragat prabhuna milanathi dhany bani gaya. aa sant kavina janm sthala, janm sal ke mata-pitanan nam vishe koi pramanabhut mahiti jova malati nathi. parantu ghanan shastronun avalokan karatan aemana samagr jivanane tran vibhagaman vahenchi shakiae. ૧. sthula jivanah- san.૧૮૪ thi ૧૮૭૧ sudhi -૩૧varsh ૨. aadhyatmik jivanah- san. ૧૮૭૧ thi san. ૧૮૮૬ sudhi- ૧૫ varsha. ૩. virahi jivanah- san. ૧૮૮૬ thi san. ૧૯૧૧ sudhi- ૨૫ varsha. kahevay chhe ke janmatanni sathe j tyajayelun aa prema-pushp amadavad dariyakhanana ghummatamanthi koi muslimane malyun. koi kahe chhe ke aa pushp vairagiona zhundaman uchharatun rahyun, hakikat game te hoy parantu ‘जन्मना जायते क्षुद्रः संस्कारात् द्विजः उच्यते I’ ae nyaye ae kamala janamyun hatun karunanidhanana sharane samarpit thava. ane banyun pan aem ja. samay jatan svami gyanadasaji dvara sahajanandasvaminun milan thayun. aetalun j nahin parantu temani purnakarpana patr bani premanand svarup pradarshit thayun. potana pritamana ange ang upar prem karanar premanandasvami shriharinan darshan vina aek ghadi pan rahi shakta nahin aeva pranayaghela premanandasvaminan jivanani aa aek premabhini alaulik ghatana chhe. shravan masani amasani ratriae ghor andharun chhavai rahyun hatun. zharamara-zharamar varasata varasadaman koi koi var vijali zhabaki jati hati. ghelana ghughavatani sathe tal milavi sarangina tar upar aangalio fari rahi chhe. premadivana premanandanan antaranan undanamanthi ‘kyare have dekhun hari hasata mara mandiriyaman vasata.’ tem j ‘mane vhala virah satave re nathi rahevatun have nathi rahevatun.’ aevi pachhad upar pachhad nikali rahi chhe. jyare bhaktathi n rahevay tyare bhagavan pan adhira bane chhe. maharajane shun moh lagyo ? kirtanano, bhavano ke premanand jeva bhaktano ? adadhi rate nahin divo, nahin disha ke nahin koino sang ! chhatan kyan nikalya ? surani shane aagala vadhya, panethi ghumaradi khai aajiji aavati hati ke, ‘premanandana nathane koi mari vinanti jai sanbhalave re , nathi rahevatun have nahi rahevatun’ aabhano sagar jala-jala bharelo hato. andhari rat sama-sam karati gaganani koi khinaman sari padati hati. to aa baju sarangina sathavare svaminan antarano gahekelo shor sahajanandane khenchi rahyo hato. premasakhiae git upar git gatan-gatan paththar fati jay aeva karunabhina kanthe karun git upadyun ke ‘ raheti nathi haiye dhir valam vina’ bhakt gata rahya ane premabhina pataliya palalata rahya. sami sanjana sanbhali rahela sahajanandaji mugdh thata hata. aho …! kevun het ane kevi prit ! ante virahani vadaladi varasatan-varasatan aanandaman parinami. antaranan sagaraman kon jane keva aanandani bharati aavi ! aekaaek kavinun harday palatai gayun ! jane pragat prabhu potani zhunpadiae padharya chhe. aeva bhavanun vishesh kirtan upadyun, “ aaj mare orade re aavya avinashi alabel ‘ kahevay chhe ke premabhaktina ae puraman premanand smadhisth thai gaya. aetale temani pase padela kalam ane kagala hathaman lai adhura rahela kirtanaman pachhalanan be pad shrihariae pote j lakhyan chhe. ratabhar premanandani premagaliman viharata valamajiae ante premasakhine dhandholya. ‘ are prabhu ! aap kyarana ahin aavya chho?” “madharatani aagamanana ubha chhiae. tamane kyan shuddha–buddh hati? tame to mari murtiman mast hata ne! vah ! premanand vah ! aaj to hun tamari prem sejaman podhine tarpt thayo chhun. aetale j kadi ane kyarey nahin rachel chhatan tamara adhura kirtanane aaje men purn svarup aapyu chhe. aaj din sudhi karel tamara kavy mandir upar aaje amara hathe kalash chadhi gayo chhe.” premanandi bhakto ! aavo, sau sathe maline gaiae ae premasakhina premaspandano ane premabhina pataliyanan prasadi padone.